Saturday, May 23, 2015

If by setting one's heart right every morning and evening, one is able to live as though his body were already dead, he gains freedom in the Way. His whole life will be without blame, and he will succeed in his calling." yamamoto tsunetomo hagakure the book of the samurai

                        samurai way of living

    Anjani is dead ... so lets start living and be free...

Friday, May 22, 2015




I live in two worlds (don't we all ?)
One is made of flesh and stone ....
the other of white/blue energy unknown.

On earth I scream and fight, 
in the astral plane I just laugh and fly.

I take the Zen Samurai warrior's path:
To live as if death has already passed,
because dying is the nature of material life.
Not purpose not goal in mind.

The despair at night ceases once I leave body-mind behind.
I don't listen to preachers or books, I write my own
life history with the blood of daily living, the clothing and
feeding of a body that is not really mine...

OH... but when I am free of the bones and the organs and the feeble mind
I just fly to the light... visit other worlds and leave this one behind...

Just words, you may say, imagination, fantasy and the like...
I really don't mind... points of view by the thousands is a daily grind.

You see "me" but that is just the face of time.
"Anjani" will cease to exist but not the real one...
'Anjani" is just my theater mask.

Once that mask is burned in the ashes of decay,
the release of the orgasmic universal flow: that is really mine !
I will be there (who say I ?) 
to those ready to hear:
listen up ! if you are still confused, it is not really your time,
or you may be from a different world , and that is alright...

My words will strike a chord to the ones I am here to dance,
You will know when you look into my eyes...
I will know when I read your beyond mind.

Thursday, May 21, 2015



The theater of the Human Soul:

Have Anjani gone crazy ? she asks.... Look at her ! many will have many things to say....
how dare Anjani call herself "The Supreme multi-dimensional master" without regard to
all the life forms on earth and elsewhere?

Ja ! I know the secrets behind the veil of flesh... I remember clearly my pasts lives on
earth and outer space.... to those that "know" that past and future are but imaginary 
follies, please play the game with me,  of pretending not to know...

I beg to differ of many things hitherto unknown.... hence my title of the "Goddess of a thousand 
faces" given to me by some...
But Anjani cries ! she delights in sex and the pleasures of the flesh at times....
she gets mad and break things around her,
she just ! 

JA ! you think you know me but you don't,
what you perceive is the theater of the soul.... a supreme master playing at being human,
feeling pain, old age and the resulting pang hunger of not food at all.
It is just the theater of the soul.

I will reveal little by little what I don't even know.
you see, I was once a Tibetan Buddhist monk with a dark saffron robe,
a dancing Hindu temple courtesan (a fine prostitute for those that may not know the 
meaning of the word).
A little american girl in the 50's drowned in a bathtub by a jealous brother who loved 
Rock and roll...

In 1850, in a town called  Tourville-sur-Arques, in France, I was born as
Henri René Albert Guy de Maupassant .

I know , my dear friends of the occult and esoteric that time is not what it seems...
because all is an eternal now and this life experience is just a dream and death is an awaking ...
but stay with me and play the game of hide and seek....
Do you want to learn what i have to teach? or want to keep pretending and stay the same?

I am not here to teach, neither to learn... I am here just because it is my dream.
I can't explain so many things, I don't pretend to know it all,
just enough to stay awake, to let the aliens to come my way, and whisper softly :
"Anjani, let's dance together and play this game"
The game of being human, with lacks and pains... to become a guru with not teaching 
that just waits in vain.

Monday, May 18, 2015

anjani siddhartha , The Secret behind the mask.


The Secret behind the mask.

stepping out of the shadows 

by anjani siddhartha

-My "past" lives on earth.
-My "future" life as an "Alien".
-The purpose of my planetary visit.
-Anjani, The crying Buddha.
-Who is really Anjani ?
-The fallacy of death.
-Do I really care ?
-Life as a passing dream.

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Anjani Sidhartha and Royce Gracie

Getting ready for IBJJF WORLDS may 28 2015... today Training class with the Legend, 3 Time UFC Tournament Champion, UFC Hall of Fame Royce Gracie!

Friday, May 8, 2015

Anjani Siddhartha

Benny Urquidez catapulted to world prominence in the mid-1970s when he became a world champion kickboxer.
As a kickboxer, he traveled from country to country, challenging national champions to bout after bout, always with the same result: winner, Benny “The Jet” Urquidez. During his years as a martial artist, he became an international movie star, appearing on the screen with such luminaries as Jean-Claude Van Damme and Jackie Chan. The jaw-dropping fight scene between Sensei Benny and Jackie Chan in the movie Wheels on Meals is regarded to this day as being one of the best martial arts movie fights in cinema history.