anjani siddhartha

anjani siddhartha

anjani siddhartha

ANJANI’S MANIFESTO
(public declaration of the intentions, motives, or views of anjani)

I KNOW for certain (thru my out of body experiences, past and future life recalls)
of my real multi-dimensional and eternal nature and
know my time is limited to experience this particular physical body form on this sector of the multiverse, therefore:

1. Live a simple life.
less clutter, less people in my contacts. less people to text with.
(do not give my number to just anyone that asks)

2.Follow not religion or belief system, guide myself by my
own spiritual realizations. (not book, not guru, not temple).

EXCEPTIONS: the Ashtavakra Gita, the Lankavatara Sutra
and Hanumanji…the 3 loves of my life…

3. Keep up the exercise, dance, sleep well (7 hours), eat basic food in small quantity.

4. Share my body only with those that I feel an strong attraction to…

5. Cut my “online” time to the bare essentials.

6. Do not be afraid to say “NO” even if it offends others.

7.Try as possible to not depend on others.

8.Be truth and honest to others but specially with myself.

9. Better alone than surrounded by energy and time wasters.

10. I don’t need drugs/booze to feel “good”.

11. My political views look to the left, but never to the extreme.

12. Follow my own instincts.

13. Be myself, express myself at all times without regard for “acceptance” by others,
never be a fake. (dress , act according to my nature.)

14. Do not live in the past. Create my life moment to moment….be spontaneous.

15. Do not do work that doesn’t align with my creative self-expression that is innate
in my artistic, sensual and spiritual nature.

16. The journey is my destination….stop and smell the flowers, look at hummingbirds
 at the stars, the sun, the moon.
 (Be in the moment: Enjoy what I eat, my cup of coffee, my cigar… with all senses.)

17. Unlearn what has been taught to me by teachers, parents, priests, books, tv, internet…

18.If I don’t like a situation in my life, change my vibration by choosing a new belief and
ACTING in a new more positive way that will bring a positive result.

19. Do not “search” for happiness, just live in harmony and at peace with myself.
     (Make better choices towards this end, and stop “the drama” )

20.Watch the “world cup” every four years.

21.Do not force myself to do things I don’t enjoy, or be in a place I don’t like or
around people I am not comfortable with.

22. Organize my finances, my living space.

23. Dot not get discouraged by defeat, by bad experiences…just say “so what! “
and start anew.

Add or delete items from this manifesto as I see fits me for a better way to
live my life to the fullest on earth and beyond…

Anjani, feb. 20/14

anjani siddhartha

I SAW DEATH

I saw death….once again,
but this time she said “not today”.
I was ready to go to my next stage,
I kept my face clean just in case….

Mind was spinning, golden electric
threads with more beauty than a spider’s web.

Words and faces didn’t made any sense,
for moments I was afraid.
All was made of mind !
just as Gautama said.

Time…there was none…a deep silence instead.

Who was Anjani but a memory of yesterday.
There was not ending,
a new beginning waited ahead.

Anjani

feb. 18, 2014

anjani siddhartha

anjani

Ha! living in this dichotomy …
what a divine joke is this ?
on one hand I hold eternity,
while on the other, body will
know defeat.

Living in two worlds is not easy as it seems.

All I can do is live life as “I” seem fit.
Using my six senses to the extreme.
why deny myself the joy of
orgasmic delight and Ice cream ?

I keep on loving, winning and losing,
walking thru life
as if strolling in a dream…

Friends come as they go,
same with lovers
that just want to escape their loneliness…
and it is fine with me.

I astral travel to many places, most
will not believe… it is just my other
reality.

I live in two worlds, and enjoy pleasuring
myself in each.

anjani

Feb. 7 /2014

anjani

Tonight my room smells like old Tibet,

not incense burning by my bed,

a past life memory perhaps ?

or just mind playing games….

Must be 9 or 10 pm, another sleepless night

waiting for the sun to rise again.

Who call you, thoughts of yesterday ?

Let them pass, just let go yogis said…

I just turn around and itch my breast.

What is right ? what is wrong ? who can say ?

California breeze moves the trees outside 

my windows and the shadows seem like 

people passing by.

I just watch, make not noise, the pencil on the

paper guides my hand…

oh, there it goes again, another image on my mind,

and the sounds calling for attention… they want me

to choose either “this or that”.

I won’t fall for this ruse, not this time !

whose mind is dreaming ?

I don’t think it is mine…

anjani

feb. 4 2014

anjani

I am not allowed to lie…I tell the truth even if it is not
to satisfy.
There are not secrets only dark little corners
where I hide from myself sometimes.

Never been a fake, what you see is what you get.

It is one o’clock  and still awake,
just as it happened yesterday…

Time to erase the past and see the future
thru a clear glass.
Enjoy the body while it lasts,
drink a cup of water as if was my last.

Put on a red dress and play the sexy part,
share the pictures on the net just for fun.

Live moment by moment, and leave the
worries behind…
I am entitled to my freedom, it is my given right,
not by a higher deity but my own design.

I walk as I please in the alleys of my mind,
watching the memories fade with the illusion
we call time.

I await tomorrow knowing it may never come,
dreams are an escape to many unknown worlds.

anjani

feb. 3.14